[James Calmara]

1849, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth

Back on earth once more for reasons that he would generally have avoided in the past, his grudging acceptance of a little more involvement in the administrative aspects of the 302 program had however opened certain other opportunities and made trips back to earth possible without raised to many eyebrows, he couldn't help but smile to himself at this fact. A relationship that he thought would be nearly impossible to maintain was in fact thriving, the regular messages with hidden meanings were exciting for sure, continuing the sense of excitement at following a course that was far from by the book as you could get that had been a draw when this was all new and Calmara was long past worrying if they were understood, as his relationship and his affection for Destiny had grown into something much more, there was a firm sense of care and trust now.

These feeling had grown, and add to that certain outside pressures, James was becoming more and more convinced that he had to make some sort of commitment to the is woman, above and beyond the secret and quiet ones they had made between themselves. A long talk with Destiny was needed and that was perfectly fine with him, he'd made it clear he intended to take a personal day on this trip but had purposefully been noncommittal of which day he wanted for the moment, he would have to confirm by the end of the day that much he knew.

Hauling his pick-up into a left hand turn he was only vaguely certain was the correct one, aware that he'd a short time before having head back to the air base and on a flight to DC. He'd have barely a half hour alone with the most important person to him, not long enough by far, but it was more a lead-in an appetiser before the main, a trailer before the main feature. He knew to well these could be exciting enough on their own.

Storing in a space and then leaving the truck quickly, he crossed the lot to the building that held his apartment, their agreed meeting place and a purely practical choice this time, electing for the stairs he took them two or three at a time and he ascended the floors his expectation seemed to climb as well. He paused before stepping onto his floor composed himself and then crossed the hall to his own door, key turned and then pushed the door open.

A deep grin spread across his face.

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[Destiny 'Silverwing' Andre]

1849, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth

Leaving Vedas was one of the hardest things to do in Destiny's career with the stargate program, but not because of the love for the galaxy. There was the love to be there - to explore a new place, especially after all the emotional work post Delta. It had been exciting being on an expedition again, but it was more than that. The man she loved had been there. The two were finally in the same galaxy again, but it was quickly over. Once again it felt like the two got a chance, fate had other ideas. Once again it wasn't their time to be, or so the brunette thought. Quickly the fears were set aside when the two decided to continue the relationship. It was going to be harder galaxies apart, but when James reaffirmed the time was now, Destiny couldn't agree more. The main reason the pilot stayed back even after getting the clear there was no unprofessional relationships going on. The main reason that she was back on earth. While it looked like issues due to her daughter Serenity, or the fact that the SGC wanted her to be the trainer for the new F-302 pilots, it was actually more than that. None of that stopped the two. In fact, it only made their relationship stronger than ever.

As Destiny paced the floor waiting for the man of the hour to appear, the mind wander back over their time together so far. She was grateful for the new position that James had taken. Sure it wasn't exactly what he liked to be doing. Neither of the two were much for paperwork or administrative duties. Both were more of the hands on type, but it made seeing each other a lot more simpler - in a way. There was still the high level of sneaking around, looking over the shoulder, but they were able to see each other more - even if it was for only a hour or two. Otherwise, with him being apart of the expedition, it would be months before the couple would see each other again. Every second the two had together, the brunette cherished. It's what made the times apart a bit easier. Replying the times of being in his presence, wrapped in his embrace without fear of getting caught - it helped the distance. Yes there were countless times of wanting more, of it not being enough, but then it was outweighed by knowing more would come in the future.

Getting the message of when and where to meet, Destiny made to push everything aside to be here. It didn't matter if the two only got ten minutes. It would be the best ten minutes of the day. There were times the major had to explain to Serenity, if she had to randomly get up and leave, or didn't come home at a planned time, it was due to meeting James. The young girl never really seemed to care. If anything, she always pushed Destiny out of the door - only because she was the couples biggest fan. The blonde girl idolized the older man. She looked up to him like the father she never had. Even if she got to see him less than Destiny did, it didn't matter - Serenity still thought highly of him and also counted down to the times she got to be with him as well. Hopefully in the future there would be more times the three of them could be together, but thankfully Serenity understood why Des got to see him first before she did.

As the door opened, the feisty brunette quickly turned as a Cheshire cat grin crossed the face. For a moment she just stood there, taking in the site of seeing the man she loved standing there. It never got old. Still to this day, breath caught in her throat being in his presence. The heart sped up to a racing speed. The palms grew sweaty. Butterflies fluttered in the stomach. Crimson colored appeared on the cheeks. The composed major always seemed to turn into a complete puddle before him. The reason whenever they were together at the SGC, it was that much harder to keep it together. Just being around him made Destiny come undone so easily. It was laughable really because of how put together and calm this pilot was when it came to the sky, but when it came to James? It was a complete different story and for the better.

Not saying a word, Destiny quickly crossed the floor, wrapping her arms around his neck, and stood on the tip toes, leaning up to give him a kiss. The world seemed to freeze in this moment, and there wasn't anything that could tear her away. Well something deadly happening to Serenity could, and would, but hopefully that wouldn't happen. After a few long moments, the brunette pulled back, keeping arms wrapped around his neck. "Hi," said softly, still grinning from ear to ear. "This is the biggest understatement, but I missed you." It was the understatement of the century. There wasn't a day she didn't miss him. There almost wasn't a hour of the day he wasn't missed, but times like these made it all worth it in the end.

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[James Calmara]

1849, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth


“Yeah, probably the biggest understatement in several galaxies. But it's got to be said out loud right.” Calmara responded with a warm smile that had returned as they broke away from a kiss, with his arms wrapped around Destiny the now familiar feeling of contentment and completion returned along with the sense of certainty. As long as the last two months had seemed, that was now fading into the background the longer he held her, so he held on a little longer leaning in for a second kiss which he lingered in just a little longer.

They definitely needed longer together.

“What would you say if I were to say I'd managed to work a personal day into this little trip to earth?” He threw out the one piece of news he'd wanted to share with his pilot since it’d been confirmed to him as he preped for his time on earth. He'd just about managed to pass of his glee as being able to take time at home, but only just. The relief of being able to share that news behind closed doors and with the one person in the universe that mattered most to him was almost indescribable.

Further reinforced the thought line that he wanted to make their relationship more solid, more complete, just as his feeling had grown. Care and respect at first had been complimented by affection and admiration which had combined into a sense of attachment and love that was not going away anytime soon.


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[Destiny 'Silverwing' Andre]

1851, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth

Destiny chuckled at his response, giving a small nod. Saying I missed you didn't even seem enough justice to exactly how it felt the moments they weren't together. There were times that the pilot sat up at night, wishing he would appear by her side. There were other times, when times got tough with Serenity or at the SGC, she wanted him to call to share the frustrations. There were also times of watching other couples with a sense of jealously and sadness - wondering if they knew exactly how lucky they were to have their significant other with them any time. James always constantly reassured her that time would come for them, but it felt too far away. It almost felt like there was a five year old inside going, why not now?! Even now and then, the five year old would whine wanting it now, but then adult Destiny would hush it - reassuring that it would be sooner than they expected. Being here helped those times even more.

"I don't know, I would have to think about it," joked trying hard to keep a straight face then grinned, tilting her head up. "I would say tell me the day and I'll make sure to have my side covered!" Was he crazy??!! Personal days for either of them, especially him, were few and far between. She would make it work even if it meant working a few more days in a row. It use to be that personal days for this brunette were special. They were used only for when Serenity really needed them, or even special occasions. There weren't many, and once using them all up, it was harder to get time off because everyone valued them. Once the two got together, they were now sacred, and only used when James came into town. It was hard at first dividing up the days to make sure that Serenity got just as much time, but there were back up ones that the major kept for times like these. A few favors would be called in, the schedule slightly rearranged, and bam, she would be able to have off.

Taking his hand, the pilot led them both over to the couch, taking a seat while tugging on his hand to sit as well. "How long before you need to take off this time?" asked curling up beside him, wanting to be as close as possible for as long as possible. They never really seemed to have enough time together. A day was more than usual, but still didn't seem enough. At least it would be better than their late night visits that happened. Usually that meant staying up all night just to be able to have time, then trying to stay awake for work the next day too. Those were rough, but at the same time, it was worth. Even just ten minutes with James was worth it because it was never a grantee the next time they would be able to see one another.

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[James Calmara]

1851, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth


He chuckled at the slight break in seriousness and intensity of the last few moments that came from her wry initial response, and it appeared that their next meeting might be a little easier to arrange, Calmara recounted his schedule and settled on a day. ” Well I've got to be in DC for three days then a day break, before Area 51 for two days, then something else the Apollo is due exercises, I think. So four days from now, if you can swing that we'll be good. Leaving it at that theyi both do their best to make thends day and it would either happen or it wouldn't, such was the reality of their relationship equal parts exciting and frustrating at times.

He followed as Destiny lead him over to the couch, he need very little convincing to sit and relax with this woman. He found himself a comfortable spot, which got a little bit more comfortable as Des cuddled up to him, draping and arm across and round her he sighed and closed his eyes. The thought crossed his mind that this is what I must be like for regular people, curling up with a partner after a long and trying day. That he was able to do the other stuff made this particular moment a little more special. "Barely an hour this time, I got to be back at the air base and on a plane. I'm squeezing on a transport flight so they will go without me. His answer had a little bit of frustration behind it, of course he wanted longer with her, but the stage was set for another meeting and rather than waist moment griping about how unfair this was he was going to make the best of it, after all he had a plane ride to grump.

"But we can do normal for half hour right. More of a of comment than an actual question. As he shifted a little so he could look into her eyes while they talked "So Darling, how was your day?" He asked with a slight grin, the question was so regular but would inevitably lead to a discussion that few people could know about right now. But that was fine with him right now.

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[Destiny 'Silverwing' Andre]

1853, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth

Destiny nodded listening to the schedule while trying to figure out her own. Thankfully the newest position she had at the SGC made it fairly easy to rearrange everything. Those around her hated it, they would have to deal. This was more important than making sure that everyone was happy. As much as the brunette hated to pull higher rank, or throw around her position, sometimes it was needed. "I should be able to make some magic happen by then. A few people won't like it, and I'll have to think up a reason why, but regardless, I'll make everything work," replied with a smile - not going to stress about how it all was going to work out now.

Cuddling beside him, the pilot did have to wonder if this is what normal couples felt like, but then reality settled in when James said not even a hour. Not even a hour? This was the shortest time they would have together yet! Yes okay she would be seeing him again in four days, but it still didn't seem far. Okay Des, calm down, and enjoy the time you have with James now. As not two months till you get to see him again,"thought taking a small breath, calming all the raging emotions, and refocus. At least they had this time together. Sometimes they didn't get to see each other at all whenever he came to earth. There were times when he would only call because that's all that could be done. There was also texting that helped too. That was definitely something you couldn't do galaxies away. It was hard enough to send letters to each other galaxies away, but knowing the program, that would be an issue that would be resolved eventually in the future.

"My day? Well it started off normal, but is ending on a great note," stated with a grin, but then seriously thought how to answer that question. It was always interesting whenever that question was asked. There was always so much the brunette wanted to share, but didn't know which was most important to bring up first. "Today was a lot of frustration with those I work with. The training of the new pilots is going great. I actually am having more fun doing that than I thought - it's getting use to those I work with. Not sure if it's because of my rank, not really knowing me yet, or all of the above - we just seem to be colliding heads a lot." It was a new thing for this major. Normally she seemed to get along with just about anyone, or tried to. Sure there were some people that did get on her nerves, but at the same time, tried to never really let it get to her. This group didn't really seem to want to get along, and it was starting to get under her skin. "One of them thinks they know everything about the F-302s, but hasn't been on an expedition yet - hasn't even flown one before. I still don't know why he is working with me, but I deal with it any way."

Shaking the head, Destiny looked over at James, smiling as their eyes connected. "What about your day love? How long have you been back on earth so far this time? How has it been on Vedas?" asked eagerly, always wanting to know about the galaxy she had to leave behind. There was still hope that one day she would return. Hopefully things would settle where she could go back and be with him every day, but once again, this would have to do.

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[James Calmara]

1855, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth


“I think that's what they call type-a personality syndrome. No cure I'm afraid he's always gonna be a jerk.” He responded with a smile, he knew the type from his previous service before joining the program, letting him fail was probably the only thing to do. Her comments and experiences however gave an insight into the way the stargate program was going, and that itself would present new and fresh challenges that would be felt on earth way before they affected, stargate field teams and the expeditions. “Just let that Destiny charm show, I know you do but, I get to be the supportive boyfriend and tell you your amazing and talented and keep doing what you do, you'll find a way though darlin’ like you always do.” He turned and lent in at this point gently kissing her cheek, just because. Then settled back with contented smile, which may or may not be seen, he'd read her comments as needing reassurance or support, but was more than willing to running though ways of working with these new people she found herself with, of course Des would tell if thats what she was after.

In truth he was coming up against some of the things Destiny had shared as problem points, it seemed that that was a theme once you stepped out of an expedition ‘bubble’ which started him back on a thought train he'd had a day or too ago. “Actually similar problems i got a couple who , well let's say they want their own way on a number of points. To be honest, I have a feeling that this sort of thing is going to become more common. Think about it, it's not just a program out of one facility any more is it, it's a full command. Still a top secret one but, the battlecrusier and their attached fighter groups are expanding, were up to two expeditions now. The recruitment net is going to wider and that's got downsides. The second part of her questions reminded him just how much the pilot actually wanted to be back with Vedas, and of course James wanted her there despite any potential awkwardness that might ensue. Just knowing that they might pass in the hall way once a day or so, would be better. Also there was the advantage of a jungle, an uninhabited jungle to slip into if they were extra careful. His grin widened as Ithe realisation that he'd have to tell one of the more extreme tales from that galaxy. “Funny you should ask. Now don't be mad but we nearly made a mess of the base.”[/] the reaction was of course priceless but he moved quickly to stall any worries. “I swear it wasn't me, it was a long running and forgotten experiment left by the former inhabitants. We're all okay however thanks to some very quick thinking by Dr Warren and Dr Pratt among others. When I left One, Two, and Three were all briefed for the next round of missions. In fact Two were coming to gear up as I was leaving. But that was a day ago”

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[Destiny 'Silverwing' Andre]

1857, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth

James always seemed to know exactly what to say. It was obvious from day one of them meeting. Who knew that day at the hanger bay they would end up like this - curled up beside each other willing to risk anything to be together. That first conversation was so awkward and deep, Destiny was sure he would go running for the high hills, but he did. No he did the exact opposite. He stayed by her side, helped her fight through all the demons her mind threw her way, and now was the man she couldn't picture life without. The bond that was formed that day is what was needed to make this relationship last all they had gone through so far. Not many people would be able to make a relationship last galaxies away, but they were doing it. As hard as it was each and every day, they were doing it.

"I'm trying my best. Lord knows how frustrating it is, but I'm trying,' replied as a slight crimson color appeared on the cheeks from the kiss. "Thank you for the encouragement, love. You know I don't ever mind you being the supportive boyfriend. It's part of who you are. Just like I get to be the supportive girlfriend to you." Hearing his comment about the change in the program, the major had to agree. It did seem to become more and more common to have people really didn't fully know exactly all they were talking about. People who didn't seem to care if you had more experience in the program - they had a way of doing things, and you better follow. When it came to fresh faces, it was a great thing especially with expeditions. In the beginning of Vedas, you only had a few that had been to another galaxy before. The CO of the expedition never commanded one before - so it was a new learning curve for all, but that didn't mean the whole program had to be like that. It almost seemed they were getting a bit too big for their britches, but Des would never say that to any higher ups, unless asked. That was something she would very much keep to herself.

Hearing about the expedition, there was a twinge of sadness in the pilot's heart. Vedas was where she wanted to be - not simply to be back in another galaxy, but to be where James was too. It made everything, in one way, a bit simpler. They got to see easy other almost every day there. Sure they had to be extra careful, and also days went by without them having personal time, but at least they were together in the same place. One day they would get that again. She was already working on slowly getting back to the expedition - just had to give it a bit more time. "Wait you guys did what?!" exclaimed sitting up, looking at him wide eyed, moving back slightly. She slowly settled back curled up at his side as the story went on, only to shake her head at the end. "I rather deal with that mess than what happened to the Delta site. At least that mess you can fix. Unfortunately that wasn't the case for Delta." Even with all the years that passed, it was still hard to think that the Delta site was really gone. 

As the silence passed over the two, Destiny let the mind wander from Delta, to their time now, to countless other things. It was nice to simply just sit by James side and just be. Not many people could sit there and just enjoy the company of the other person - not always have to say anything and just be content. It was special when you found that connection with another, and one that she wouldn't give up any time soon. "OH before I forget, Serenity wanted me to tell you hi, she misses you, and hopes that she gets to see you sometime soon." That had to get out there or the brunette would never hear the end of it. As much as Serenity understood most of the time with to her and James, that didn't stop the girl from wanting to see James every now and then. She adored that man as much as Des did. It only made sense. Sometimes she wondered if Serenity ever wanted to call James dad. He was the only male she truly has been close with her whole life. It would only make sense, but that was a conversation for a much later time, with even more commitment added to it - commitment she wasn't sure if James was ready for yet or not. The reason for still the one day at a time thought - enjoy the hear and now.

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[James Calmara]

1959, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth


The mention of the name brought a smile to his face, up until about eighteen months ago James had all but resigned himself to the being a solo old soldier type going forward, a relationship with a civilain on earth was out for him to much distance and to many secrets, that left the civilians attached to the expeditions none of whome caught his attention, cos military were out rules and all. The Destiny came along, things happened and along with Destiny came Serenity. “Giver her a big hug from me and tell her……..I don't know” He tailed of as a line of thought that he'd been mulling over on and off over the last two months came into focus, was he being entirely fair. “I've been thinking, sometimes I wonder if I'm being entirely fair to you and to her……. I know it the job, fate of millions, the advancements of humanity and all that. But you two.”

He paused and reflected on the last few months how things had changed for him at least as far as how he viewed the mother and daughter. At first it was like Serenity was yours and that was fine, I could just show up every so often and be goofey and funny, like a crazy-uncle-type. But now it was almost like she was theirs and that felt more responsible and he had to do right by her. “Tell you want, three days from now is that a school day for her? I we had a thought. You and I go on a day hike find a nice spot to be alone for a bit then we can come back, collect or meet up with Serenity and have movie night, spend the evening together. What do you say?” As he asked this question and effectively finished planing a family activity, he was convinced that they needed to go a bit further bring them together in a full a way as possable, damm all the rules, it had to be done.

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[Destiny 'Silverwing' Andre]

1901, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth

Destiny always loved watching James talk about Seretiny. She never thought someone else would talk about her the way she did. It was also a reminder that Seretiny wasn't biologically hers. The fact she was allowed to raise the girl as her own was still a miracle, and one she would have to thank Jon about someday. Having Seretiny did also make her want to have more kids eventually, but right now she was enough - especially with her job. Leaving Serenity all the time was hard enough - thinking about leaving more would be even harder.

Hearing James trail off, the major wrapped her arms around him and gave him a tight hug. "Want me to tell her you love her? I'm sure that will be fine with her," asked raising her head looking at him with a small smile. She couldn't even imagine how he felt when it came to that girl. At least with her part in the program, she had been able to come home and spend evenings, as well as, weekends. Even though he still was able to come back to earth and have visits here, and there, but it still felt like he was galaxies away. Since their time was always short, and the time he and Seretiny had was even shorter.

Hearing his suggestion, Destiny grinned, leaned up and gave him a small quick kiss. "She will love that! I'll tell her to make sure she doesn't have any plans with her friends on Thursday. I can't get over that girl already being sixteen and having more of a life than I did at that time," exclaimed,grinning hoping that Seretiny wouldn't throw that much of a fit. The hormones that came with a teenager it made her head swirl. Was she as bad as Seretiny at times? God she really hoped not. "Oh, and keep your fingers crossed, but she also might have her license by then. I'm taking her the day before we're suppose to meet. I'm so nervous about having her drive, but at the same time, it would help so much," stated hoping he would be just as excited as she was. There was the endless talk about her car, but right now it wasn't affordable, and something Seretiny wasn't understanding. The endless arguments about it was painful, but hopefully she would see the pilots side soon enough.

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[James Calmara]

1903, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth



If he needed another reason to love her, Destiny just provided it, by suppling a statement of a feeling while he was scrambling for words. Clearly she'd seen the care and attention he'd displayed towards her and her daughter, what's more, it was clear that it wasn't just something Destiny approved of but appreciated.

Not to far beneath the surface Calmara would admit to feeling a little giddy at the thought of having a family. Sure it wasn't conventional, but nothing in his life that last eight or nine years had been. Life had been less about following a set and tried way of doing things but more of asking what if? Or what can work? This family just might if he gave it a chance to. Although there were so easy familer points, as Destiny mentioned Serenity social life and the just beginning to drive, milestones that he could remmber passing. ”She'll do great, probably pass no problem, then it's the joys of car sharing.” For a moment the worry of potential conflict and sharp words as one item was share between two persons, with one being a teenager and all that entailed, gave him pause for thought and a potential help after all his truck sat in storage while he was in Vedas. ” I suppose an alternative ‘vehicle’ would take the edge of things.” He offered as a suggestion they could discuss. It was important to him to talk about things, he liked the whole process of talking things through with Destiny, it was after all how they started.

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[Destiny 'Silverwing' Andre]

1905, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth

Years ago, Destiny never thought that family was in the future. Being in the military, then coming to the program, it didn't seem t make sense to ever have one. Even when she was with Kevin, there was never talk of a family. All of this kind of just happened. There was never a thought to have a daughter, or even adopt one, but when the Task Force found Serenity, and she took to the Major, it only made sense to eventually adopt. There was many times in the past, the SGC tried to figure out who Serenity was, where she came from, and even what alien race she was, but there was never an answer. Sometimes she wonder if it was because Serenity didn't want to remember, or honestly couldn't. Was it like when she was brainwashed by the Noddhog? They took all her memories after the Task Force was found? Or was the past really that bad that the little girl didn't want to bring anything up. Either way, Serenity was Destiny's there was no way she was going to be taken away, especially now that James was in the picture. There might not have been a thought of family in the past, but there sure was now and there was nothing that was going to change that now.

"You're right I know, I just still can't get over that I have a teenager now and she is going to be driving! When and how did that happen?!" exclaimed shaking the head in shock. "I know that I'm almost forty but still, and I can't believe that I'm almost forty. When did we start getting so old?" Destiny looked over at him with a mischievous smirk because of calling him old as well. She didn't know how he would take it because age was never really a topic they talked about. They have talked about most eventually else, but age or getting old.

The brunette paused for a moment, hearing what was just said. "Are you sure about love? That would be more helpful than you know, but what will you do when you come back to earth for your meetings? You need a vehicle too, plus, are you sure you want a brand new driver driving your truck? I have gotten anxious just from her practicing in my car," explained having mini flashbacks from Serenity learning how to drive. Grant it, the sixteen year old has gotten a lot better over the months, but there was still uneasiness whenever the blonde got behind the wheel. "If you're really sure about it, we can surprise her with it when you come back on Thursday. It would make her day because a truck is what she has been hinting about wanting. Sometimes I don't get her. Serenity is the girly girl you'll ever meet, and yet wants a truck and love country."

Leaning back against James, Destiny happened to glance over at the clock, noting the time and instantly wishing she never looked. "You have to go soon don't you?" asked quietly, sliding her hand into his, giving it a small squeeze, not wanting to leave his side just yet. It was helpful knowing in about two days they would be together again, but still didn't make any goodbye any easier. Maybe it was because of all the goodbyes they've had to say over the past few months. Hopefully there would be a time where there wouldn't be any more goodbyes and they could just be together without any worries. One day, but for now this is what it was, and the pilot would continue to deal with it. Being with James, it all was worth it in the long run. There was no way anything was getting in the way of what they had now - no matter how many hurdles they had to get through.

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[James Calmara]

1905, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth


James smiled as his little hint was not just noticed but meet with a great deal of appreciation, the joy in her voice was hard to miss and that in turn made him feel good as well, along with the fact that they really did seem to think along similar lines in certain circumstances, and when making certain decisions, which just added points in favor of their relationship. The obvious question of him getting around was one that Calmara had considered before making the offer, and as it happened there was a clause that swung in his favor. ”Well as it happens, there is the option of using a pool car for official business, it does restrict use just for that. But I can always rent if I have too.”

That wasn't to say of course he wouldn't miss the truck, the motor he'd owned since not long offer passing out as lean, green, airman, a few of the more prominent memories filtered through his mind for a moment or two, the epic drives across country just because he could, the moments of introspective thought while he lay on the hood looking up at the stars, more recently the quiet getaways with Destiny's glowing expression beaming at him from the passenger side. Without thinking he drew her a little closer at this thought. ”That's partly why I offered, I know it's going to a good home, and I wasn't exactly smooth or easy with it my first few weeks driving, the ol’ truck can take I'm sure. Anyway isn't every country song about the guy winning over the girl? I assumed that would appeal to a girly girl, so it kinda fits.”

Holding her close still he nodded wordlessly at the question of his imminent departure, then with a sigh responded slowly. ”Five more minutes, I think.” His time now marked and the time for there next longer more involved meeting set, he just held her a little longer, let those precious minutes tick by, he leaned in and pressed his lips against her forehead, letting them linger there for a few moments before leaning back again. These quiet wordless moments were not a waste, they were precious. ”I have to go now.”

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[Destiny 'Silverwing' Andre]

1905 - 1910, June 2014
Colorado Springs
Colorado
Earth

Knowing what was to come, Destiny didn't even know how to reply to all that was said before. All that she could think of was enjoying the last few minutes alone with the man who meant more than anything else to her. She knew they would be seeing each other in a few days, but that didn't stop the dread that came whenever they had to say good bye. The words weren't even being said yet and the tears were already starting to form in the eyes. Hold it together Des. Don't show any tears till he leaves. Don't make it any worse than it has be, thought taking a small breath, holding onto James a bit tighter. No matter how many times they said it. No matter how many times they did it, the  goodbyes never got any easier. If anything, they became harder and harder to do. At least with this goodbye, there was knowing the next time she would be back in his arms again. Usually there was the unknown - the constant thought it could be months this time till they were together again. At least the count down was a few days. A small smile grew on the face knowing that there would be a count down. So this is what normal couples did when it came to count downs. This was another first for their relationship.

Giving a small nod, the major sat up keeping her hand in his. Dread weighed on the heart as her hazel eyes watched him gather the few belongings he had. It will only be a few days till you're back in his arms again. You can do this Des. You faced worse than this, thought trying to keep it together. The funny thing was, the veteran pilot had been through a lot worse. Being a prisoner of war, getting brainwashed, having memories taken only to get them back and being left in a fragile state - there was a lot she had been through, but this was still by far the hardest thing to go through again and again. Though the brunette would go through this pain each and every time because the man standing next to her was worth it. She would do anything for him, including going through this pain each and every time.

Destiny walked with James to the door, turning and facing him as she stared into his eyes - the eyes that she could easily get lost in. The eyes that she could see her future in. Did he know exactly how much he meant to her? Did he know that it was him she wanted to have a future with and no one else? Each time they left each other's side, these were the thoughts that came flowing through the mind. These were the thoughts that she replayed over and over. That and replaying every moment of their time together till they were back together again. Leaning up, the brunette placed her lips against his, letting go of his hands and wrapping the arms around his neck. She stepped as close to him as possible, deepening the kiss and saying all that words couldn't be said - praying that he could understand everything she was trying to convey. After a few long moments, she reluctantly stepped back, reconnecting their eyes, knowing all too well that hers had tears glistening in them. "I love you," said quietly giving a small smile hearing those words replied back.

Giving him another quick kiss, the young woman gave him a tight hug, then stepped back pulling away, watching him walk down to the parking lot, get in the truck and pull away. Biting the bottom lip, Destiny quickly stepped back into the apartment, gathering all of her stuff, and locking up. Getting into the car, Destiny put the key in the ignition, gripping the steer wheel, but didn't move as the tears started  cascading down the cheeks. There was no stopping it. No matter how many times she tried to prepare herself, the tears always came and sometimes harder than the last. Putting the car into drive, the brunette sped out of the parking lot. The sooner she got home the better. There was a thing of ice cream waiting for her. Thankfully Serenity was going to be spending the night with some friends so she didn't have to worry about putting on a face. Few more days. Only a few more days. Few more days my arse. Doesn't make this pain any easier, thought, disliking this side of love or emotions, but still at the same time, wouldn't trade any of it for the world. Each emotion was worth it being with a man like James Calmara.

End of ORP